I suppose I should do an update to later laugh about.

As pregnancy is drawing near to close for me.... Less than 45 days, but who is counting? I have such mixed emotions. Mainly whats fogging my brain is my back pain and ny constant begging my hubs to rub my back.... Which seriously he is amazing because he works full time then comes home and is my massage therapist.
 Other things that fog my brain are the anxieties of becoming a mom. Am I truly gonna know how to take care of this child? Now I know the already mommas reading this will be quick to reassure me that everything will be great.... But remember how you were before your first arrived? ;) Last but not least is my anxiety with when I take baby to town for the first time. I have done this several times with my nieces so you would think I wouldn't be worried about my child but I am. I know I am not the only prego thinking about this and stressing although at moments it feels that way. At the end of the day I am so excited to hold our baby for the first time!

-Currently I am 34 weeks.
-They say baby is the size of cantelope. I feel a basketball in there though.
-I have reached the point of feeling claustrophobic and I am ready to tear up baby's lease in my tummy!
-I sometimes sit here and think how the heck did the duggar mom carry 19 kids???
-I love sitting there feeling babys feet move across my belly.... There is truly no other feeling!
-so farrrrr no stretch marks!